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♥ AJ.
The Subject.

AmalHayati Jo. Alias, Amal. 18th and A Pre-University student & Ilyas Khaliq's. This blog is where some of the unspoken words are finally get it sentences here and I highly believed that any single content of this blog is within my right and justified. ps: My apologetic for any incorrect terminologies.

The Associates.

Nabilah Ismail
Fatin Ismail
Rashidatun Nazwa
Salamah
Lina Nurfiqah
Fiqah
Izzah Afiqah
Wirdy
Afifah Naqiyah
Deena Azureen
Kamilah
Aaron
Firdaus
Paken
Anas Afandi
Sheila Idinin

My timescale.

October 2009
November 2009

My gratitudes.

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Friday, November 13, 2009

Hi!

I test-drived my boyfriend's car last time at mummy's place and i ended up going hugu gaga! I was excited and anxious at the same time as that would be my first time ever and Lyas helped me being my teacher. I thought the whole thing was fine and I was excited to the very but Lyas felt as if I was driving a Jeep! lol. He did record the whole thing though and it was hell funny! Now, I can't wait to take my license after the exam. Hahaha! beeeeeerrrrrrrrrrroooooooooooom! baby, did you hear that? hehehe. I looooooooooooooooooooobz you baybaylaaaaaaaav! :D

Speaking about exam, mine have been tough so far! It have been nerve wrecking for God-knows.

Anyway, Last 2nd of November my family and I have recieved such a merrier news for the new addition to the family. Alhamdullilah despite those complications, my sister have gave birth safely to a baby boy, Ak. Fakhrushi Syakirin. Everyone were sooo happy and I remembered being so happy that I cried when the Imam did the 'Azan' for baby fakhrushi. Oh well, he is the new spotlight now. :))

Then, Abang set off to Malaca last 4th for his cycling's tournament with the other 2 Bruneian Cyclist and last saturday, My Aunty got engaged and we had a blast that night with BBQ, karaoke and poco-poco dancing.

No pictures to be uploaded because I so malas to upload em due to the shiitootz connections. And now, I am left with two last papers that I'll sit in just one day nextweek and then I'll be priiiiiiddddddddoooooooooooooooooooom! :) till then, wish me luck people!


4:39 AM


Thursday, October 29, 2009


Oh please, I stand to agree! :(

It was one of the toughest paper indeed. Those who managed to answer the paper at ease, congratulations. I was only able to answer 3 out of 4 questions in 3 hours! Sungguh mengecewakan laaaaaaah! :( :( So, was melayan those frustrating sentiments and all shits with cartoons and cartoons! And I found Surf up a brialliante!

My sister aparently has been hospitalised. I dont visit her today but daddy did. He didn't say anything about kaka but just 'fine'. Well, I hope she is, with the baby as well. Amin! Hm.. I miss my loveins laaaaaaah. And I know my boyfriend is going to read this as well. I miss you already, bung.

"POOH!" :)


7:22 AM


Sunday, October 25, 2009

Hi!

Manchester United has starts quite unwell. I've stopped reading history like 15mins ago and decided to watch their match between Liverpool. It's a biggy time for reds, something that Reds people should not missed!

Anyway, I have read yesterday's bulletin and spotted one Singaporean news about a young girl died after the father abused the young girl just because of cigarette. seriously, because of cigarette? To that extent? Thats just unacceptable and cruel! It just brought me back to sociology. I might have taken this case for my essay if I knew about it earlier!

AND YES, I cannot wait for my Aunty's BIG day! :) Ah C'mon, who wouldn't feel happy seeing our loved ones have finally found the love of her life? Let's just pray for everything to go well as what have been planned. Amin. Unfortunately, Abang will missed out aunty's engagement day cas he will be at Melaka by that time. Boohhooo!

Let's cease and starts with things that would lay us back together. Just if you know what I mean.


7:16 AM


Wednesday, October 21, 2009

I miss my loveins. Hope all of us gonna be together this weekend! :(

I should be feeling contented. Blissful that good things finally happened to that person that I care, love and respect so much. Well, I was indeed but right at this moment I am moved with this unsolicited sentiments. I cannot define it on the ground but it makes me out of focus and I cannot insert anything about 'Crime' to my head. Hais, disappointing.

2 more days till the next paper. It have been nerve-wreckings but I am still not over it yet.

ps/ I love you, babyyyyyyyykuuuuuu!


7:49 AM


Saturday, October 17, 2009


I realized that I don't get my self posting about this one person often. Maybe because he is indeed one special creature that everything happened between us I rather keep it within myself.
But, I feel like doing it tonight..maybe because it is already 2.23AM and I, to no avail, can put my self to sleep because miss na' kita. :(

It starts recently that we usually go web cam till we both fell asleep and let the web cam on until the next morning. It feels so much secure knowing that he is there, and we both are practically watching each other apart of making silly faces, laughing, arguing and all. I do not even care if we have to argue all night long on the phone as long as I know he i sthere and I'm keeping him as my company for the night longer. Because, truth to say is.. I miss this person so much that all what asking for is him to be with me.

Despite those tough-days, we are still standing today on our 64-days and I know, we will make it all through. InsyaAllah.
ps/ Do your best this A's! I know you can. My boy isn't a quitter jua kan and he must not! Plus, I always love you Ilyas Khaliq! :)


10:34 AM


Friday, October 16, 2009

Hi! I am more relaxed today, mostly just do some reading and info-grabbing for my next papers which is only 4 days away. I have overall 8 papers that I have not yet sit, while two already. Not in the mood to comment those two anyway.

"This growing stress has literally led or encouraged most of my close friends, in this case I’m referring to my girl friends here though you boy friends are stressed too, into having a hair cut just before the exam starts. And this led me to feeling envious towards them. Haha. Not saying they now have the hair cut I’ve been dreaming of to have someday. Honestly speaking, I envy the feelings they had after cutting off their hair, can’t get myself to imagine how light their head has become right after, 30000 kg maybe? Silly."
- Oh yes Fatin, it, to a larger extent, feels so much lighter! HAHAHAHA.

Pressures and stresses are just everywhere. I watched Cartoons this afternoon cas that's how I usually do to overcome them. AND on top of all, I have cut my hair short! Amal's curly ez no mooooooooooaaar to be seeeen. The idea is, I just want to feeeeeeeeel better though I have received loads of complaints! heh. But hair grows! :)) hihihihi!

Is syawal gone already? Last 2 nights, my family were decided either to have an open house at the end of Raya. But realising the facts that I have my exams going on, My brother, on the other hand, is busy with trainings and will InsyaAllah leaves soon, plus, My sister who is only in the mood for waiting her new-baby to pop out lead to no-openhouse this year.

So okay, I better stop. Loads luck for those taking public examinations at this moment.
Gambate people!




3:11 AM


Tuesday, October 6, 2009

First battlefield : Sociology.

Therefore, all the best to all sociology people.

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"It hurts that you've to leave it or let go of it unsolved. But we do sacrifices. Just to make things better, we let go of the bad. We'll wait until the next one comes. By then we'll be stronger. InsyaAllah."

so.. you can say/write whatever you want, listen to whatever nonsense like hearing me talking craps about you and what so ever. Cas' I, I let go and walking it aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaall away.


9:56 PM